The Inside Scoop

Howdy!

Welcome to another week's ramblings by yours truly.

As y'all may have noticed, I have been trying to blog every week this year. It has proven to be an incredibly relaxing, enlightening and empowering task.

In my topsy-turvy ever changing world, my weekly post is the one constant. It's a challenge that I now look forward to every week.

I almost didn't get this post out today, but I know my friend Mumble-Wumble (remember him?) is just waiting for a week that I don't write a post so he can say, 'I told you so'.

I intend to prove him wrong.

Anymoo, this post is an idea I got from yet another stimulating conversation with him.

We were discussing my hobby of getting to know people when he asked me to pause and evaluate how well I knew myself. While I would have liked to say really well, I realized that it had been quite a while since I had done some credible self-reflection.

So I thought: why not interview myself?

And of course, upon doing a quick search, I found some fantastic questions that I could ask myself. I got the idea from this article, and in the spirit of complete honesty, I haven't read all the questions yet. I am going to be brave and answer them as they come.

So here goes!

34 confessions, to be exact.

1. What do you do for a living?

I work in the environment of academia serving the students, staff and faculty at a University.

2. Who do you love?

My parents, above all. My family and my friends, who are close enough that they are family. Some authoritative figures who command my respect, some celebrities, some athletes, and some role-models (including business tycoons, chefs, authors, singers, etc). I love them for inspiring me and driving me to learn something new.

3. Do you have enough money?

Definitely not. Au contraire, have a big hole in my back account named 'student loans'.

4. Are you healthy?

Physically, not as much as I'd like to be. I need to revert back to about 14 months ago when I was living abroad on my own and following a very strict, healthy regime.

Emotionally, yes. I am in a great place where I am whole and complete.

5. Do you think you are a good person?

I work hard to be one. I treat others the way I like to be treated. I strive not to be a hypocrite. I appreciate everything good in my life, and I never wish bad on my worst enemies.

6. How old are you?

Don't you know it's impolite to ask a lady her age? But... I'm 24.

*whispers* I'm still 16 at heart though!

7. Who is your best friend?

My best friend is Poochie. (In case y'all haven't noticed, I use aliases for all of my friends' names; I'll do the same here.)

We've been best friends for 9 years, and we're still going strong. I intend to keep her by my side for a very long time.

8. What is your childhood dream?

To be a flight attendant. Something about those prim and proper ladies and gents fascinated me.

Then it changed to be a teacher so I could show off my fancy handwriting on a blackboard.

And then it became wanting to be a successful, published author like JKR. This one I'm working on.

9. How often do you laugh?

A few times every hour. Laughter is a great de-stressor. Plus, I have dimples. They're the only feature I'm proud of, and I like to show them off.

10. What makes you smile?

Sincerity, intelligence and compassion from those who care about me.

11. Who is your most dangerous enemy?

Dishonesty; in anything or by anyone. You lie, you break my trust. You break my trust, there is no mending it again.

12. Where do you live?

In the hustling and bustling city of Toronto. (T-dot!)

13. Do you think you are strong?

Physically? Not really, but I'm working on it.

Emotionally? More than I should be, but less than others believe me to be.

14. What was the most important thing you have done so far?

Realized what and who my priorities in life should be through some serious self-reflection.

15. What was the most stupid thing you have done so far?

I was 13 years old. I had a crush on this guy, and someone gave me his phone number without his knowledge. They then told me he wanted me to call him. And I called, and called, and called. All. The. Time. It didn't matter that he didn't answer. I never took a hint. I just kept calling. Over and painstakingly over. *hits self with pillow*

16. Do you love yourself?

Believe me when I say, it has taken me a LONG time to say this: yes, I do. I am my biggest fan.

17. What do you fear the most?

Being left alone. Or rather, losing the people I care about.

18. What is your favorite word?

This is probably the toughest question I've ever been asked. I have a word of the day, for crying out loud! But my favorite word today is: exhilarate.

19. When was the last time you cried?

Two nights ago. It was an emotional night.

20. What is the best thing that could happen to you right now?

I could get a job. I could win the lottery. I could be asked to become part of The Royal Family.

21. What is the worst thing that could happen to you right now?

Losing someone I love.

22. Picture yourself in 5 years from now.

I'd be more settled than I am right now.

*fingers crossed* I will be a successful, young and budding professional in my field of study. Maybe engaged to a significant other who is a fantastic match for me and making plans to take on the world together with him.

23. Do you regret anything?

Yes.

24. What is the first thing you do in the morning?

Appreciate that I was able to see another day.

...and then pee.

25. What are you thinking just before going to bed?

Things I wish I could have said or done differently throughout my day.

26. What was the highest point you have ever been to?

In the year 2002, at 12 years of age, I went on a trek with a group to a peak in the Himalayas without my parents or my family. The peak was called the Manimahesh Glacier. At our highest point, we were at a height of 17,346 feet.

It was one of the best experiences of my life.

27. If there is one thing in your life you want to change right now, what is it?

I wish I hadn't broken my leg in grade 6; it ruined my tennis career.

28. What are you proud of?

Living abroad by myself for 4 months. Graduating. My morals and ideals. My accomplishments. And most importantly, the person I've become.

29. Sum up your life in one sentence.

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams." - Eleanor Roosevelt.

30. Name the thing that annoys you the most.

Not knowing something and being left in the dark.

31. What is your Number 1 question to God?

"What do you have in store for me?"

32. Do you have secrets?

Who doesn't?

33. What makes you laugh?

Puns. Lame, one liner jokes. Babies. My friends. Alcohol. The word: "pumpernickel". Wit. People slipping and falling. Being tickled. Debates. Seeing my crush.

34. Are you happy?

I am, but I strive to be happier.

So there you have it!

I thought this was a great idea for a post because it really made me think about some things I have done in life. It made me realize that I'm still growing as a person, and there are many different things to learn - even about myself!

If you happen to have the time, write these questions down and take this interview for yourself. It's a great way to see what drives you, what you're still holding on to, what you may be lacking, and what you should pursue. Share with your friends what you learned.

Until next time, loves.

Hasta la-buh bye!